It's Christmas.
But I feel pretty damn miserable.

besides..
I got to watch Native Americans dance in the snow for some christmas ritual stuff.
It was soo coool! :]

New Mexico

I'm in New Mexico with my family right now.
It's uhh. alright so far. haha



sunset in new mexico pt.1


White Sands National Monument


pt.2 :]

I wonder if I'm ever gonna run out of tears

It feels like I'm always sad.
It feels like I'm always crying.

I thuoght I was happy, but no.
There's always something that makes me so depressed.

Why do I always have to be so sad all the time?
I hate my life sometimes.

Maybe I just need to be strong. but how...

ballet

Polina Seminova. One of the most amazing/talented ballerinas I know.




I miss ballet :(

purple man

My winter break's been pretty good so far.
I saw some of my friends from high school.
and this purple man in the picture below is pretty good at keeping me entertained.
:]

soloplexus

Me Her ft. Insight
by Soloplexus

prettty niceeee


ps. im bored!

home sweet home

I'm done with the first quarter of college and am back in Cupertino!!!
I went out to run as soon as I got home cause I felt like I need to do some exercise after being in the car for 7 hours.

For the first time, I think I like Cupertino.

I have a headache and i feel so sick.
but I'm probably gonna have to pull an all nighter tonight..
i got psych final tomorrow.
wish me luck..

bleh

I'm so stressed out..
I hate finals week.

I need to studyyy.

Until Thursday, library will be my home.

good bye.

Fiberwig Mascara

I've been using this mascara in the past few years.
It's one of the best selling mascara in Japan but it is also available at Sephora for $22.
What I love so much about this mascara is that it comes off with hot water and I don't even need to use make up remover! BUT it is water-proof mascara! amazing, isn't it?
AND it makes my eyelashes longer and I just love it :]

<3

Library

Oh, I love going to the library.

...NOT.


It feels like I'm always at the library and it's becoming my second home.
how sad.
Library IS nice and quiet and I get a lot done.
Sooo... maybe i DO love the library. harharr...


I can't wait till winter break.
one more week to go! yeeeee

Another Day Comes

This is like my theme song.
Another Day Comes by Nieve & Cook.
This video is kinda weird but I love this song.
This is the Cradle Orchestra Remix but the original one's good too! :]

Happy thanksgiving everyone!! :D

home sweet home

HOMMEEEEE!!!!
so I left a few days earlier than other ppl in my hall and I got back today around 4 in the morning.
or yesterday? haha
I'm so happy to be home.
Dorm life made me appreciate my mom's food and everything.
hahaha mom's food is the best!

I started watching this Korean drama called Full House cause all my korean friends told me that it was good.
so far it's pretty good but it is SO korean! haha

In case kim gets bored again

My awesome friend *cough cough*, Kim told me to update my blog more often just because she has nothing else to do but eat, and needed something to look at or read. so i decided to update it.

But since I can't think of any cool stuff to write about, I'm just gonna post some pictures of cool restroom designs. hahaha

I always see kim in the bathroom.

yeah, i'm too lazy to blog everyday.
I have nothing to say.
but.
happy 2.1 year anniversary, rayrayyy :]

<3

SO HAPPY

So I just downloaded the albums that I've wanted for the LONGEST TIME!
They are AMAZING.

lalalalalala


Ghibli of Life




Jazzin' for Ghibli



You don't even know how happy I am right now.

things to buy when i go home for thanksgiving

-leather jacket
-boots
-white flats
-brown nailpolish
-white/brown cardigan


*sigh*
If only I were rich...

I try

I try so hard.
But I don't see the point of trying so hard.
Why am I always so sad?
Can I ever be happy?

my boyfriend

I have an amazing boyfiriend.
He's a weird guy but I love him a lot :]

the vega

I just saw this watch on nylon magazine and now I really want it for some reason.
In this color or white or mint. I think they're really cute!
http://www.nixonnow.com/watches/womens/the-vega-A726.html

someone please get it for me :[

yay!

So I decided to start my own blog just because I am so bored and because I just saw my super old xanga and started to miss xanga-ing.
I don't know if anyone will be reading this but who cares.

I know my blog title thing is lame but I couldn't come up with any cool titles like other people do.
I'm so uncreative. oh well. haha
I'll change it eventually.